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A song/poem

Fri, 22 Apr 2011 23:34:21 +0100

Ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh
You stood at door of my heart
I didn't know what to say
How could I leave you out?
I never had anyone inside, didn't know how to react
So you found my spare key
as you turned the key, my heart broke in half
Wasn't ready this
Oh how much ill miss,
you standing nearby
It was a tough break
Never meant, for things to go down the drain like this!
And oh how many promises did we make?
How is 3 months,2 days,7 hours,34 seconds for ever?
little did I know how good you were with words,to get my feelings out!
It took a while for me to admit my feelings for you,
I was the tough girl! Never meant to fall in love,never had never will never would I fall for you!!
I never knew why you left my heart
never knew what to do but to cry
Now theres a rupture in my heart,a knot in my stomach and I dont know what to do
You talk to me and I feel sick, oh so love sick
Oh to catch the disease, it only took so long! I knew you would have left me
For never did we meet
It was a childish love
A puppy love?
It was 3 months,2 days,7 hours and 34 seconds of wich i was hopelessly in love with you

WHY WON'T YOU ASK ME OUT?!

Sat, 09 Apr 2011 01:32:03 +0100

You know what I wonder?
How come now a days the girl often makes the first move. Is it because the guys feel intimidated by us?
If so then why?
Are us girls too mean? Are we too rude, or is this the way nature intended it to be?
I see guys ask out the "pretty" girls and I wonder if it's because I'm not pretty enough, but then again only some boys will do that. I know that several boys have serious crushes on me, and I give hints that I'm interested, I touch arms, I fix their hair, I take their cell phones and write my phone number into it! I'm a nice person, I really am! But then why doesn't anyone ask me out? I hear the boys talk about me, they think "she's pretty." or "she's cute." or I hear them bragging by saying "She's my friend!" and stuff like that.
I see the way they look at me, and how they watch their wording, how they look at my lips as if they were beef jerky. (lol) Well then why won't you ask me out?
I sit by my bed and stare into the miror, It's only a few minor flaws, I think i'm beautifull,inside and out!
WHY WON'T YOU ASK ME OUT?
I see how you stare at me at lunch, I see the way you look at me while we're bickering.
I see your warm smile, and I notice how your eyes flow into mine. I try to be obvious,but not seem desperate, but why?WHY????
I see how you come up to me, position yourself next to your friend, ofcorse I see that you don't want to be ovious too, and when you're dancing to "Bird is the Word" in front of me, I see the expression in your eyes. When we fight I see how you try to keep the fight up, how stupid the thigs you will say are just so we could keep talking, I think I know my own name, and it's not ANDRE, or An-Dree- Uhh but You think it's so. I see how you play with your pen, how you force me into having things in common with you. I brought in a pack of pens to school, and you were calling me a pen collector, then you showed me your collection of pens.
WHY WON'T YOU ASK ME OUT?
You looked into my eyes, standing only a few inches away, and you said "You are the weirdest person I know" you say it like it's bad, but your eyes and your face say something enirely different.
The day after, at gym, I talked to my friends,and theire problems. I hear an "Audrey! ****************** likes you!" from a girl I barely know. I turn around, my heart beating, and I do what I always do,: I shrug, and say "Cool." We switched to the outfield and she came around again. She says "************ wants to go out with you"
Now I am so excited, but this girl I do not trust, I should'ave looked over t you to see if it ws true, but my mind was frozen. I simply answered "No thanks." she then ran over to you, and too late did I see your face fall off and shatter into my tears.
Today I ttried to make it right, but you did not change, you still fought,and bickered with me except that this time I had writen on my hand "I like you..." I showed it to you, and you awkwardly exclaimed "ME?!" and I said "YES!" and I ran away to my friends where I knew you wouldn't follow me.
It's just plain awkward now. So now I wonder, WHY DIDN'T YOU ASK ME OUT YOURSELF!YOU KNOW I CAN NEVER SAY NO TO YOU!

written by a guy :]

Sat, 09 Apr 2011 14:58:10 +0100

	I thought this was cute so.. here it is! We don't care if you talk to other guys.. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont 'feel bad' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.' Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are and not what you are. honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful' I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of. on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; ) Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change. ditch his sorry, disgrace to the male population ass and find someone who will treat you with utter respect Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it. Give the nice guys a chance Girls repost this if you think it's cute Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this Holding Hands Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once. Cuddling Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold Guys : Automatically move closer to her. Movies Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her. Loving each other Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it. *Laying below the stars Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you. Girls repost as : written by a guy :] Guys repost as : So true

I thought this was cute so.. here it is!

We don't care if you talk to other guys..

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.

let us pay for you!
dont 'feel bad'

We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say 'thank you.'

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'

I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change. ditch his sorry, disgrace to the male population ass and find someone who will treat you with utter respect

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance

Girls repost this if you think it's cute

Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this

*Holding Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.

*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.

*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.

Girls repost as : written by a guy :]

Guys repost as : So true

Black Hair Dye

Sat, 09 Apr 2011 14:59:28 +0100

We celebrated New years eve. together,and went home to our families later.We texted all night and when the clock struck 12 I wished you were here.Most of my friends saw it coming,but to me it was a total surprised.Was I blinded by love or was it just not meant to be?

We couldn't spend enough time together,I just couldn't keep away from you. Although distance kept us apart, there were always your texts. Your sweet sweet words that sunk into my heart whenever I opened my cell phone.We got pretty close,yet so far! At night I would sit in silence,straining to hear the clicking letters of the cell phone.The few times you called me you sounded distracted,and your brother,your brother...well he was inappropriate. We talked about anything,and everything.There was just this thing that I knew I could tell you anything and you would understand. Suddenly your words weren't enough for me,I had to see you,feel you,small you,be there with you. After a few months we met up,and we had our first kiss, my personal first kiss, I enjoyed it very much,from then on I thought that we would be together for ever. I didn't see you often but those few times we hugged and kissed,you made me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world.I thought I was the luckiest girl in the world. I dyed my hair brown cause you said it matched me perfectly.

On a tragic rainy day, I happened to open my cell phone,to read a text that would break my heart,and forever change my life. I thought about it,and the things you had told me. You said that I had been your first love,as you had been with me,but I also remembered that: "If you love some one let him go,and if he loves you he will come back to you"

At that moment I realized I didn't love you, I thought I did and I felt like a fool for making you believe that I did. I'm sorry that I do not know my emotions as well as you seemed to know yours. SO here I stand this day,looking into the mirror seeing if I'm actually gonna go through this. The brown dye in my hair kills me and reminds me of you,your touch,your lips,the whispers and promises that we once had,but I can plainly see my black roots coming in. I died my hair black because of my pain,and the heart break that I wish we could have had. Today I cry,and pretend not to care.A deep scar is in my heart,its for the love I wish we could have had. Today is April fools day, and today I edited this,this is all true I called you today and left you a message,my excuse to hear your voice once again. As I was finishing the message You called me,and I answered. I pretended not to be affected by your voice or anything,since all you said was "What? I can't hear you..." and to my reply "I said 'Happy April Fool's Day'" you said flatly "Yeah you too." I cried afterward. Now I sit here typing,do I love you?